laborious labor day

the title doesn't really mean anything, it's just what i came up with.

so, since it's a holiday, the WW centers are closed and so i have to move my regular monday night weigh-in to a tuesday night weigh in. this makes me nervous for several reasons: i don't want to go to another meeting with a different leader. i love my leader. also, our bodies weigh differently different days and times of day and so on. so i don't want it to be an inaccurate weigh-in. also...it means i had one extra day of losing, which means next week won't be so exciting...i am SO overthinking this.

i'm begining to wonder if i'm hitting the end of the honeymoon. yesterday was the first day that i was a little unhappy with my meal when we went out to eat with friends. i was still totally able to stick with it, but for the first time i actually felt deprived. it passed after not too long, which was great, but it was such a foreign feeling.

and, last week i had such a big loss, which is impossible for this week because my activity level was lower. so i'm trying to get myself ready for that.

i decided that, as long as i hit the ten pound loss, i'll get my nails done this week as a reward. i love having my nails done, it's a fabulous non-food reward, makes me feel prettier.

for lunch today i'm having this incredible butternut squash soup from safeway that is actually very delicious, and for a nice big bowl it's only 3 points, add a simple 3 point sandwhich and it's quite the wonderful meal for only about 6 points. i decided to add a sprinkling of fresh parmesan cheese for an extra point that seemed worth it. cheese seems to be one of the main things that is missed by WWers. i haven't noticed yet. i bought nonfat kraft american slices, and that's fine with me. cheese has like a million points. but the parmesan isn't bad, and for just a little to enhance the soup it was an alright trade.

anyways, i'm looking forward to/nervous about tomorrow's weigh-in. i think i'll make sure to go for a good run in the morning...just to be safe!